Sometimes I allow myself to wander into a thought process that maybe I shouldn't. I sit back and imagine what life would be like for Kody IF FA WAS NOT HIS DIAGNOSIS. He would have recently graduated and be looking into schools as well as figuring out his career path. He would have a girlfriend and be into sports of some sort. I'm allowing myself to indulge somewhat, I think. His bio would definitely still be out of the picture and Will would still be being the best dad for him. He and Will have a bond that is something that makes me smile. I thought for a while that he wouldn't have a dad to be around and someone who would get to know him as a person. God brought us together and made an amazing family.
He'd still be short because it seems that he got my height in his gene selection. I believe the last time the doctors took time to measure him he was 5'3" with the spinal curve. My guess is maybe he would be 5'6" without the curve. He definitely wouldn't be 75lbs though because of the muscle mass build if he didn't have the muscle atrophy caused by the muscle issues involved.
I have a few friends with son's his age and so I have watched the path he may have taken if not for the FA. Okay time for me to come out of the fantasy .... back to reality.
He'd still be short because it seems that he got my height in his gene selection. I believe the last time the doctors took time to measure him he was 5'3" with the spinal curve. My guess is maybe he would be 5'6" without the curve. He definitely wouldn't be 75lbs though because of the muscle mass build if he didn't have the muscle atrophy caused by the muscle issues involved.
I have a few friends with son's his age and so I have watched the path he may have taken if not for the FA. Okay time for me to come out of the fantasy .... back to reality.
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